Another Reboot

When things fall apart and you're on the wrong end of failure it gets a bit more difficult to move on with things. It's even worse when the failure is mostly your own fault and you're left with a long list of "ifs" if I'd done this or if I learnt that - everythings so much more obvious after the fact. All you can do is learn from your fuck ups and move on - get better at what you failed at and pick up the slack everywhere else too. Of course you could just sulk and give up on it all but meh that's too much like being a loser and I hate that.

A really bad day at work can put things into perspective, it's been a bad week, but I'll turn it around and come out better.

Holiday next week - I'm looking forward to it.